So far my DCMD journey...
Lost. completely utterly lost. actually, at the middle of second sem in yr one, i was already thinking if i had made the right choice of coming into a design course. i mean, yeah, it was something i liked, but at that point of time i hadn't questioned myself if it was something i could, would, will do with burning fiery passion for a longlong time. knowing myself, i haven't really followed somthing "till the end of time" kind of way, which was bad. it meant that i had no commitment, which was dangerous, in the way that it would hinder me when i was doing my work. eventually i would become drained and shriveled..harhar.
right now, its more of commitment that's sort of blocking me from going forward? more like i can't really develop my style. i DON'T have a style, CAN'T develop one at this point of time. i really want to, but, there's like something blocking me and i can't move forward, even though i'm trying...i think? i'm getting tired more and more easily and i can't jump back in with the enthusiasm that i had.
feel really useless...perhaps the lack of enthu and commitment that makes me get distracted easily?unable do my assigs properly? have a proper style i stick to? i don't know...trying to..but failing.
problem is i need time, but i seem to waste away the time. TT_TT
really gonna have to concentrate, but have short attention span..buee
"the higher you reach, at least when you fall, you hit the trees"
"the higher you reach, the harder you fall"
which one is right?
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